I don't really know what to say about this mood. I think the blue was just for contrast to the orange. Maybe I know what my mood is but don't want to say it.
I am so tired... I don't like rainy days. I just finished watching zombie movies by myself and I have to say I didn't flinch even once. I think I'm getting better at this.
I really did not like last night. And I certainly don't like this morning. I want a break of some sort but probably not gonna get it. I miss people and wish that things wouldn't change that fast. I also wish that somethings could change according to my wish but as I was reminded last night things like that don't happen.
My mind seems to wind in circles and go all around the point. I don't think that's good. I'm thinking too much I guess. I should call my parents but I can't be bothered to do so until later tonight since they might be busy.
I hate my dreams and wish they'd stop. I thought some of them had gone away but it seems like I was wrong. That's not good, besides I need sleep for the upcoming semester. I'm still feelings sick which sucks. It took me a while to be able to move around and get out of bed cuz I felt so bad. Anywho... I think I shall go eat something since I didn't eat anything last night or this morning. Till later...
P.S. - Aszul sucks. Can I please kick it out now? Apparently not... sadly looks like I'll have to wait or at least for now use other tactics that are similar.
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