Which way will the path turn?

I don't know what my mood is. It ranges from high to low and back and forth. It's strange and there are many reasons that cause it.

I happen to be really confuzzeled right now. I don't know how things will turn out and in a way it's scary. I want things to turn out right and good. There are so many things going on that I don't understand somethings. What if it turns out one way in my head and yet another in realitity. I don't know. I can always wish though can't I? If only those wishes would come true, one can only hope.

I'm scared of change but at the same time if it leads me to a better place then so be it. I want one change but I don't know it that change will ever happen or if I truly want it to happen. Maybe I think too much about it but still.

Oh ya. I also was in the Health Center today from like around lunch time till almost the end of the last period. Meh... I don't like being so sick that I can't move around and stuff. It was painful. It for a while dulled everything else except for the sharp pains.

Well hopefully it won't last too long. There are swimming competitions tomorrow and I will go watch my friends. I hope Merlins win! I will go and cheer... and try not to let my friends tease me too much. They are going to kill me. Meh.

Anywho I should go do something more productive. Till later!

P.S. - Aszul... Aszul. Why? I need to quickly figure things out before things get too weird.