Very interesting...

Hmm... what you think? It's my sister's signature for this term at Hogwarts. :P It's ya... hmmm I don't know how to explain it. Anywho...

I have tonz to do. This school so does not let you rest even on weekends! It's so freaking busy. I feel like dying at times just so I can get some rest. Meh.... it's very annoying. Thankfully I got to go OB this last weekend. It was amazing cuz I got to eat non-school food!!! YAY! I got ice-cream too! I mean it was raining but still! It was brilliant cuz I got ice-cream... yay!! Not to mention I got to spend time with my big brother. Hehe.... he's pretty amazing. :P

We ended up playing Halo and watching Alex Rider. Hehe... I chose the movie for the guy :D. Ya I know... I'm weird. My brother thought I was weirdo too... oh well. I watched another movie just for the guy before. Ya unfortunately and fortunately it reminded me of the guy I like in real life. :P Anywho.... moving on.

My sister is taking part in the national spelling bee. I hope she does well. She doesn't study well but at least she is one amazing writer and speller, not to mention a great reader... like me :P. I love her. AH! My lill cousins are coming to my house. They are so adorable and lill.

Anywho... I should do homework... although I wish I could just forget about it, but I can't. Till later!!

P.S. - Plan Aszul is well underway. Bwahaha!

My insane day

Yep... I don't know what it is really. It's just me messing around. I tend to do that... :)

Aya... today was bad. I mean really bad. It was raining like super duper hard in the morning and so the dormparents told us that there was no school. Everyone was happy and we had a party/shouting thing in the corridors. About an hour later, after everyone had changed back into PJs and stuff the dormparents announce that students have 15 minutes to get up to school! Those that didn't would get DEMERITS! I got super mad because 15 minutes was not enough for my to have been able to climb to school, thanks to my lovely knee injury.

Anyways... by the time I got near school my knee was dead. In school I was upset with teachers and was stabbing an eraser with a compass.... let's just say that it wasn't that great cuz I ended up stabbing my finger with it. Meh.... thankfully though during Journalism my brother had his jacket and I got to steal it cuz I was feeling cold. I was literally soaked.

I finished reading the Bartimaeus Triology. The ending is so sad yet at the same time it was kind of perfect in the end. I'll miss him. :( Oh well.

Anywho I shall be off. My roommate is insane at the moment and says that I should sleep right now. Um... not happening... therefore I am going to go visit people. I am off! Till later!

P.S. Aszul has been following me around all day long. It's like it's there all the time. It's strange.

Still raining... still waiting

I don't really know what to say about this mood. I think the blue was just for contrast to the orange. Maybe I know what my mood is but don't want to say it.

I am so tired... I don't like rainy days. I just finished watching zombie movies by myself and I have to say I didn't flinch even once. I think I'm getting better at this.

I really did not like last night. And I certainly don't like this morning. I want a break of some sort but probably not gonna get it. I miss people and wish that things wouldn't change that fast. I also wish that somethings could change according to my wish but as I was reminded last night things like that don't happen.

My mind seems to wind in circles and go all around the point. I don't think that's good. I'm thinking too much I guess. I should call my parents but I can't be bothered to do so until later tonight since they might be busy.

I hate my dreams and wish they'd stop. I thought some of them had gone away but it seems like I was wrong. That's not good, besides I need sleep for the upcoming semester. I'm still feelings sick which sucks. It took me a while to be able to move around and get out of bed cuz I felt so bad. Anywho... I think I shall go eat something since I didn't eat anything last night or this morning. Till later...

P.S. - Aszul sucks. Can I please kick it out now? Apparently not... sadly looks like I'll have to wait or at least for now use other tactics that are similar.

Which way will the path turn?

I don't know what my mood is. It ranges from high to low and back and forth. It's strange and there are many reasons that cause it.

I happen to be really confuzzeled right now. I don't know how things will turn out and in a way it's scary. I want things to turn out right and good. There are so many things going on that I don't understand somethings. What if it turns out one way in my head and yet another in realitity. I don't know. I can always wish though can't I? If only those wishes would come true, one can only hope.

I'm scared of change but at the same time if it leads me to a better place then so be it. I want one change but I don't know it that change will ever happen or if I truly want it to happen. Maybe I think too much about it but still.

Oh ya. I also was in the Health Center today from like around lunch time till almost the end of the last period. Meh... I don't like being so sick that I can't move around and stuff. It was painful. It for a while dulled everything else except for the sharp pains.

Well hopefully it won't last too long. There are swimming competitions tomorrow and I will go watch my friends. I hope Merlins win! I will go and cheer... and try not to let my friends tease me too much. They are going to kill me. Meh.

Anywho I should go do something more productive. Till later!

P.S. - Aszul... Aszul. Why? I need to quickly figure things out before things get too weird.

Cross your fingers

More randomness and me being bored.

I probably should be finishing homework right now but I can't be bothered. I really don't want to do anything except maybe take a nap. Grrr.... I hate homework. Do you have any clue how much I hate math right now? Ya, a lot!

Today is the first of september which means that everyone can pinch and punch you while wishing you a first of the month kind of thing. Grr... why? Only after that happened once I remembered to cross my fingers and I did so for like the rest of the day. I still have to keep them crossed till midnight. Sometimes people continue it till the next day. So annoying.

Meh... I don't like homework. Maybe I'll just take it down to dorms and do it there. Oh ya, yesterday we had this whole talk about how we have new rules in dorms and everyone got scared. The dormparents like to scare us apparently. Meh... not cool. Anywho I should be heading down to dorms soonish.

Till later.

P.S. - Aszul is still really annoying and yet nice. How in the world does that make any sense?