Time and Loss

Wow it's been ages since I wrote a post. I've been so busy with school and life in general. As time goes on the shorter time I have with people here at school. For example my friends in the Senior year will soon leave. It wasn't too long ago when I first met them and now it won't be too long before they will graduate. I know for sure that Dipika is going to end up crying at Graduation. She cries tonz and because of that I'm going to end up crying buckets too... It's going to be so strange coming back after that, there will be no grade above me and my grade is going to be the oldest one. That's kind of scary considering how my grade is acting right now with all the new kids. I really liked it before when it actually tried to do it's best and stuff. I really miss the Swansons, Mrs. Endo and Mr. Geddes who I believe kept our grade going.

However that's stuff is in the past and in the far, well I hope far cuz I don't want it to come yet but it's probably closer than I think, future. The nearer future is Christmas Break. The semester sure went fast, I didn't even think that it was that long. Christmas is coming and yesterday I made my first paper snowflake. I will keep making more... I intend to make my room, or at least my side, wintery... I really want to play Angel and Mortal. I really hope that we can convince our class govs into letting us play among our grade at least. I love playing that game...

The only bad part about the break is that I'm going home. Maybe it won't be too bad... I hope I'll get to see my baby cousin brother. He's so adorable and is growing up pretty fast too. When I get back however, it'll be the last semester I spend with my friends in Senior year before they leave... that's kind of depressing...

You might be wondering why I am being depressing today. Well that's because today has been depressing. I'm sick, coughing, sneezing, have a runny nose, look like I've been crying, have a headache and can't wait for the weekend... Well anywho I am off to bed. Goodnight!

P.S. - I think Aszul is well on it's way out the door.